Sunday, April 19, 2009
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IM FUCKING FUCKED UP TODAY COS TODAY WAS A FUCKING BAD DAY
FUCK THE FUCKING SHYT MAN!
ok
im damn damn damn damn damn pissed
havent felt so for a long time
wad am i pissed at?
non-living things
FUCK
is it my fucking bad luck coming fucking bad today?
or maybe ytd
or maybe fucking few months ago
i havent felt so fucking bad for a long time
its just getting worse and fucking worse
and im fucked up now i feel like smashing something
i feel like breaking my own heart and tearing it to pieces
then you wouldnt be the one to do it
and im fucking assed up
im feel like,
damn man.
wads my fucking life like?
regrets bad luck and SHYT
hardly did anything constructive in my life
i screwed up the most inportant things in my life
im a fucking failure man
fuck that shyt
wads wrong with my fucking life
wads the fucking problem?
damn it man.
maybe one of u out there feels ur life is worse
but well
we all do
ive got seriously nothing
nothing at all
im a damn failure and ass
im just gonna continue my fucking life
hope i at least made some of u rmb my fucking name
cos im an ass
and i hardly made any impact in probably anyone
and no, i wont kill myself
things i havent done yet are plentiful
hope my luck or myself dont fuck it up
bye.
forgive my vulgarities
4:02 PM