well i was watching this show
then they show this guy
cos he has to go undercover
thn he had to give up his frens family and even the one he loved
to do that,
he had to hurt them
deep
its like at once then its so sad
reminds me of ..............

yeah
so yeah
its very saddening
its like asking u to let go of ur life now
or mine
i will be like
no man. no.
damnit
sigh


been rather empty these days
i kept thinking
but well
its still
im not good.


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