hi.
well im currrently very .... down
well
i dunno i just feel liddat
im like pissed at, nothing?????
man sometims i just wanna run jump kick and fly down my balcony
wow wad an amazing sight man!
k
so im such a f-ed up person i guess
hehe
so yeah

ggggggaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i feel so dead
cos im soooooo dead
cos i can see the future
im gonna die frm training
actually
i HATE the way he compares us to those zai sch
like seriously lah
they werent the ones stuck with stupid f-ing coaches for 2 yrs
well not so much of the second one
actually melvin is a good coach
hes just too lenient.
like damn. but i like him more than alex
he plans stuff
alex probably just thinks it out
f-------------------------


its so hard to say that im sorry i'll make everything all right



ok so
i just
dont feel happy
ok
i find no sincerity
i dont want empty stuff
empty ********
its like \
oh its here
now lets give him something i cant care the f=- about
hehe
i just feel that
i dunno
well its just missing parts
here and there
im not getting wad im thinking
wad im seeing
damn f-



anyway
yeah






经天的告白明天会很痛


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