everyone says
im different
how to believe


we all die one day


all men lose their close frens
their loved ones
couples all split
when everyone dies
the final ending
but its how you were before you ended

that meant the most
ppl hardly live on
they get forgtten



taking things for granted
like
oh
assuming
like
yeah
perhaps
somethings
would be better
if you thought
about it before you did it
sometimes
u only find out afterwards
but hey, thats the beauty of life
and the sin



i cant change the way my life played out
if i could choose
i want to change
but you cant move the past
its done
like cement thts hardened
dont look back
hold on
to the present
and stil freaking screw up my life
i lack
the most basic things in life
perhaps
i cant
go on
but i have to
so
wad choice do i have
give it all i got man.
i gotta give it all i got
its not hard
to stare at a book for 5 hrs
but its hard.
for me.
cos im
just
thinking
yeah
i dunno
i just lack the feeling


if everyone cared


hmph.


8:27 PM